Positive Thoughts...

The last couple of weeks I've been kind of down. Actually i think it goes back further then that. On the surface I've been my normal self, but under it all I've felt rather battered. Finally I emerged from this, the last few days have been much happier for me simply because this deep seeded darkness has subsided. I don't even know why, :S But I'm glad I can tell you that much. I'm used to having to put on the brave face ect, but its nice to not have to. Life should be enjoyed and lived to its fullest, and sadness makes that very difficult :P

Dancing is still going very well. Dancing 5 times a week now. I think its improving me quicker then ever, but i still have SOOOOOOO much to learn. For every inch of improvement i make i realise how much further i still have to go. But its good, it gives me something to aim for, something to aspire to. I managed to score a place for us to practice any time we like through work. Which is VERY awesome, gives us a big advantage. I've only been dancing a short time but I am really trying hard to improve, so hopefully soon me and Serena will actually start to place in some comps :)

Yesterday was really nice. I took my family to lunch at a nice restaurant. Kane and Serena also came which was really nice. Was like, links from my 'old' life and my 'new' life coming together and enjoying each others company. The fact that everybody got along so well and had a good time just made my day. Everybody at that table yesterday are the most important people in my life. Only one person was missing and she knows who she is :) . Together this awesome collection of people mean more to me then words can express. I just feel blessed to have them all in my life.