Today was strange. For some reason I physically feel fine. Better then i have in a while to be honest. Emotionally though I feel battered. I have no idea why. There are a few things that happened over the weekend that affected me, but nothing very drastic. I dunno. I'm probably just seeing ghosts where there is nothing.
I had a very strange dream last night. I am pretty sure its told me a lot about how and why i feel the way i do. It just depends on how you interpret it. It was one of those rare dreams that despite the fact i woke up some 8-9 hrs ago i can remember the majority of it clearly. It also had a lot people in it I associate with regularly. I'm not going to describe what happened, even if i wanted too (which i dont really, was a private dream) I couldn't properly. My dreams tend to be very abstract in what physically happens with very strong emotions that run in the undercurrent. This dream was no different.
I know this blog has been largely pointless but i needed to air my thoughts. I've been telling people i am Fine the last couple of days which is not exactly the truth. I'm not sure how i feel at the moment, or even why. I feel a bit like a battered leaf in a storm. Just waiting for the next strong breeze to blow me into another calamity. I'm probably being a bit melodramatic, but who knows. Maybe i'm not being dramatic enough? Time will tell.
About Me
- Restless Mind
- Perth, Western Australia, Australia
- Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.
3 comments:
if you need someone to talk to, or to ease some stress with, you know i'm always around somewhere =)
Maybe.
Some things I'd rather just not talk about :P I know people need somebody to release stress to sometimes but yeah. I'd rather just move on.
I know you’re strong enough to see this through Dan and when or if your ever ready to talk things through u know I’m here.
Sometimes it can make things that much clearer, getting and outside perspective.
Lots of love x
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