Well, the last few weeks have been strange for me. Despite there relative difficulty, i think I've pulled through ok and relatively unscathed. I've learnt more about myself, and what i am capable of. Most importantly I've discovered just how good my friends are. A couple in particular and they know who they are, have been awesome. Despite my foolishly stupid attempts at pushing her away one of them she stood by me when most people would of walked away and for that i am dearly grateful.
I am now determined to make some changes in my life. I need to give myself some direction to keep myself from falling into an emotional chasm that put me through that in the first place. I've decided more then anything, i want to get myself to my old level of fitness. I'm now gyming two times a week for several hours, I'll be going back to karate, made big changes to my diet. Hopefully these changes help me to feel better about myself soon. I'm sure they wont make me feel worse :P
Another thing i need to do is get out more. Meet new people and live a little. I've made the decision to join my friend Kane at dancing this weekend. Something hes been naggin me to do for ages. We've also made a commitment to hit the town that night, just go and have fun. Something we both want to try and do as often as we can.
Heres to a Happy Future.
About Me
- Restless Mind
- Perth, Western Australia, Australia
- Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.
4 comments:
Here stands someone who intends to stay.
ur stronger then you give yourself credit for. step one is believing it. and i think your starting to do that :)
Good work Dan :)
i like your new resolve (i've been trying to take it up for some time now) but now i HAVE to. i can make myself go the gym at 5 30 AM in mid winter now but eating right is the hard part :( its just so EASY to not..... sigh , i will work harder :P
so proud of u
hope you enjoy dancing:)
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Yeah i know it can be hard. The next thing i have to do is get my body clock on a more resonable timescale. At the moment i goto bed too late and wake up too late.
Geh, i'll fix that too :P I'm a determined boy laura!
lol i know , i know u r and its really good ^^
:) Thats another point .
i really need to start getting to bed earler. i get to bed really late and get up REALLY early
I NEED SLEEP :P
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LOL yeah thats what i have the bad habbit of doing. I just make up for it by sleeping in to stupid times on the weekend :P
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